Pregnancy Update!

So, today I am 9 weeks and 2 days. I already can't believe it is going by so fast! So far, I haven't enjoyed a moment of pregnancy though :(

With all the morning (24 hour) sickness, fatigue, and bloating, there's little to be enjoyed. I hate that I can't see any of the good sides of pregnancy. I kind of forget I'm pregnant sometimes. If I weren't nauseous all the time, I would! I can tell the differences that are taking place in my body, but no baby related ones. I think it will be real for me when I see the baby on the ultrasound, know he/she is OK, hear the heartbeat, and feel those first little flutters, it will start to feel more real to me. I am SUPER emotional, though. And my diet change is just making me sicker! I still do things I shouldn't. I have started allowing myself caffeine because sometimes, it is the only thing I can keep down! And I do drink an occasional soda...

I am starting to look at baby names. The name "Jackson" and "Jack" have been kind of tarnished for me. With people calling him "Jackie", my friend naming her son Jackson, and someone I dislike having a son named Jack (that she talks about ALL THE TIME... "JACK THIS AND JACK THAT") I have decided against it. It'll be hard to get that name away from the hubbs... and he may actually still come out a Jack.. but if I can talk him out of it, he won't. Maybe I'll have a girl and this won't be a problem?

As for now, I am keeping all baby name considerations completely secret until the sex of the baby is revealed. People have a habit of ruining the names for me :/

That's all for now! Gotta make myself get off the couch and work!